“I don't believe in writers' block. Do
doctors have 'doctors block?' Do plumbers have 'plumbers' block?’ No. We all
have days when we don't feel like working, but why do writers turn that into
something so damn special by giving it a faintly romantic name.”
(Larry
Kahaner)
“Writer’s block: When your imaginary friends
won’t talk to you.”
(Anonymous)
I like Larry Kahaner’s quote about “writer’s
block”. In his mind and words, there is
no such thing as “writer’s block” . . . it is just a fancy romantic name that
writers give when they just don’t feel like writing. I appreciate the fact that he points out that
other careers and professions do not have “blocks” that keep them from doing
their work . . . and, I am thankful that they do not. I am grateful that I have not gone to my
doctor’s office when sick and been greeted by a nurse telling me that the
doctor is out due to a “doctor’s block”.
As far as Kahaner, a professional writer and author, is concerned, “writer’s
block” is just a fancy way of saying “I don’t feel like writing.”
I mention this because I have used the
excuse for the past couple of months as my writing output has dropped
significantly on my blog . . . only nine blogs in the last two months. When I started blogging way back in April of
2011, my goal was to write ten blogs a month.
In the 46 months since I have started blogging I have average 9.5 blogs
per month . . . I have written an average of four sermons per month in that
time . . . and, I have written four newsletter columns per month. In those 46 months I have written at least 17
pieces of writing. Of course this does
not count any of the other writing that I do for special services like holy day
services, funerals and weddings, and community speaking engagements. I would suspect that if I throw those into
the equation, I write close to 20 pieces of writing a month since I started way
back there in April of 2012. Not quite a
sign of “writer’s block” . . . but, ONLY nine pieces in the past two months on
my blog . . . it feels like “writer’s block”!
I’d like to blame it on that romantic
sounding idea of “writer’s block”, but the truth might be closer to “writer’s
fatigue” . . . reality says that I have been pretty productive over the past 46
months putting out writing. I do most of
my writing for my blog in the evening after a long day at work . . . usually a
two-hour period after supper and before going to bed. Much of the time I have been dragging butt
and not really wanting to wrack my brain for cute and clever or deep and riveting
things to write . . . I just tired. It
is not a matter of not wanting to write . . . I am tired. Yet, the truth of the matter is that I have
written when I could barely keep my eyes open because I was so tired . . . no,
it is not tiredness that has created my recent “writer’s block”. The fact is . . . well, the fact is that I
just haven’t had the inspiration to write . . . I haven’t had anything that
piqued my interest in putting words onto the page. Isn’t that the usual definition of “writer’s
block”?
Maybe Anonymous has it right . . . my
imaginary friend quit talking to me. I
miss my friend . . . my muse. But, talk
like that will get a person into trouble . . . get an appointment to be
measured for a special white jacket with extra-long sleeves . . . or at least
funny looks. As an introvert I have
never had need for imaginary friends because I find myself too darn interesting
for my own good . . . I am my best friend.
I talk to myself all the time . . . just not out loud (except in the car
when driving the commute back and forth from the big city for work—usually quite
a profane conversation at that). Nope,
it is not the imaginary friend stonewalling me . . . it is not that sort of “writer’s
block”. Again, I just have not had the “ideas”
. . . the topics or subjects have not been flowing freely. One more time, isn’t that a part of what
writers describe as being “writer’s block”?
I don’t know.
I have not had much difficulty
cranking out a weekly sermon . . . and, some of them have been quite good in my
opinion lately. Nor have I had much difficulty
in writing a weekly column for the church newsletter . . . those, well those
are not quite at the inspirational level as the sermons . . .but, they are
words on a page! It just seems that I
have hit a rut when it comes to the blog and posting something on it. It has been nearly two weeks since I last posted! It has got to be “writer’s block”!
It is not a matter of being lazy and
not wanting to write. I want to write,
but I also want to have something to say.
Others have suggested that “writer’s block” is a matter of not wanting
to be criticized by others for what is written.
I can assure you that I really do not care what others think . . .
everyone has a right to his or her opinion.
There have been times that I have been criticized for what I have
written, but it never stopped me from writing . . . after all, I am a
middle-aged male who embraces the myth that the older I get the better I was .
. . I am a legend in my own mind and nothing anyone else says about it really
matters. I write for myself and my
children (My children who will get to sort through all of this crap when I
die.). Nah, this is not a “writer’s
block” based on fear . . . I am too ignorant to be scared.
Author Charles Bukowski states: “Writing
about a writer’s block is better than not writing at all.” So . . . that is what I am doing. I am writing about “writer’s block”. All writers eventually do. It is a rite of passage . . . a medal of
honor . . . a kick-starter for getting back into the writer’s saddle. Besides, writing is a discipline. As a discipline it must be practiced, and for
a writer that means writing. Most of the
writers I admire—like Ann LaMott—state that you have to write, write, and write
even more. It does not matter whether it
is good or bad, you have to write . . . it is a discipline. You write even it is something as mundane as “writer’s
block”. You write . . . good or
bad. That is probably why author/artist
Dave Horowitz said: “To get over artist’s block, make shitty art.” You will eventually get back into the groove. Besides, if I had an imaginary friend, that
is what my friend would tell me . . . write!
Despite my frustration with this
period of “writer’s block”, I have not been complacent in doing nothing. I have been reading a lot of books . . . to
be a good writer one must read a lot of books.
Books provide starting points. I
have been silent . . . out of silence comes ideas. Ideas are coming . . . slowly, but surely . .
. ideas are coming. I have started
keeping a notebook for the ideas that have been popping into my mind and heart
lately. Again, these are the seeds for
writing. I have several ideas that are
brewing in the rock garden I call my mind . . . there is the idea of carrying
on the family name as we are expecting our first grandson from our youngest son
and his wife in July . . . there is the continuing story of the oldest—the Prodigal—moving
out of the house into an apartment . . . there is the prospect of our other son
moving out in the next couple of months into his own apartment despite his
disability . . . there are a few things I want to write about death as a friend
has started a new blog focusing on death . . . and, there is always the
wonderful nine months of the year they call “winter” in Montana . . . or, maybe
even another post on “writer’s block”.
The inspiration is slowly trickling
in. Thank goodness I do not write for a
living. If I wrote for a living I doubt
if I would have “writer’s block” . . . writer’s don’t have “writer’s block”
because they have mortgages to pay . . . amazing what a little financial
motivation does for “writer’s block”.
Whatever this has been . . . laziness . . . tiredness . . . fear . . .
or lack of motivation . . . I can see the light at the end of the tunnel
leading out of the darkness. My only
hope is that it is not an approaching train!
Getting smacked by a train would definitely create a bad case of “writer’s
block”! I feel my “second wind” coming .
. . watch out world! The irreverent Reverend
is writing again! Scary . . . isn’t it?
1 comment:
I love this one real good. Before you got to the part about writing about writers block I was thinking "Come on John, you can't quit writing even if all you can write about is not writing." I must dig out mine about my Irish muse.
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